Epiphany ... let it be

I'm done being angry, unless it really serves me to be and 90% of the time it really doesn't.

I'm zening out and clearing out all the negative energy in my brain, heart and environment.

I have a new secret crush and I'm excited about it.
I have a new job and I love it.
I have a new interest and it drives me.
I have a much better living situation and its free.

I'm going to stop assuming though, I only take things day by day and dont think of next week, next month, next year... man. My moods are pretty stable, maybe because I don't notice.

I think about you a lot and think to myself I miss being with you besides the sex and miss your company and want to be friends at some point in the near future. But I'm not going to go out of my way to seek that with you.

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There are a lot of things that I know
But I don't say anything because I show
My actions will always overpower my word


Ego is a dysfunctional relationship with the present moment


You are merely an old boy,
never quite made the leap to manhood
It's too late in the game to keep up this behavior.
I'm not going to enable this behavior in my presence.
You didn't hurt me, you hurt yourself
you lost a genuine friend and an ardent lover.
My priorities are my goals with less precedence on socializing and relationships.

Some people just need ball gags in their mouths

There are quite a number of people whose voices are irritating, grating and every word that comes out of their mouth must be 10 letters long and have an archaic usage. Listen I'm a grammar Nazi myself and while I feel being eloquent and well articulated is vital, don't be a pretentious douche bag.

A- It doesn't make you seem superior, it make you look like you have such low self-esteem because obviously all you can do is try and make yourself seem so self-important

B- We can all see through your facade you are one insecure sap of a soul

C- I can understand rationalizing this behavior when you are in the company of heathens or the norms but in the company of like-minded, well-educated individuals there is no reason to belittle your own.


This applies to people who are attractive, intelligent but who need to become mutes, or be silenced by a ball gag so you don't have to hear their inane banter,

i.e. this is how I want to decorate my apartment, the government, my ex ( or insert new blank) is fucking me over, has fucked me over or will fuck me over.

Also no one is impressed by your vapidness, anyone of quality wouldn't give you the time of day.Hence why you have to settle for mediocrity because you are at best pathetic.

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